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Tuesday, November 2, 2010

THE MERLIN CHRONICLES 10/12/10

The Merlin Chronicles
Recorded by Jill Van Sickle at FSSC in Denver, Co 10/12/10
Channeled by Kay Dragon
I Say Yes to All The Gifts God Wants To Give Me !
The past couple weeks have been very eventful in my world. I visited my Aunt and cousins in AZ. It was wonderful to see them although I was very hesitant about making the trip. Their belief system is so contradictory to my own. I left Denver kicking and screaming a bit. This side of my family is very intellectual, scientific and a bit secretive. My Aunt does not believe in God. I am not sure what my cousin believes in. He is a scientist with a PHD in Chemistry and develops software for chemistry applications. I don’t think he is really sure what he believes in. He does have a heart and sense of community.  We visited some sacred places and did some shopping. The conversation was not quit what I have grown accustomed to in the past few years but I adjusted and was able to hold my own. They also are under the impression that higher education in the form of M.D. and such are the rule of all things concerned with healing and tend to smirk a bit if I talk about energy healing and the power of prayer. So I share little with them about my life.
Some of you already know this but some of you may not as I do not make this subject the theme of my life nor do I allow it to define who I am. I have Hepatitis C and have been HIV+ since 1991. I became very ill in 2005 and was told that my liver was failing and that I needed a liver transplant. I had been working a very demanding job, took care of my mother before she passed away, took care of my sister during her back surgery and tried to eliminate the Hep C with a combination of Medications that actually did more damage than good.
I was disconnected from my spirituality and my higher self at that time. I had left my spiritual work behind me many years before. I had come to believe that my self-worth and success was measured my how much money I made, what kind of a car I drove, home ownership and how well I could hide who I really was. It was a lonely life and it was a lie. No wonder I became so ill.
 When I was told that I needed a transplant I was very ill. I was down to a size 0 in my clothes and was told to expect the worse. My Transplant Dr told my daughter and me that my liver could never. The Hep C would continue to attack the liver and The M.E.L.D. (Model for End Stage Liver Disease) was at 13 and would continue to rise and that I would eventually get liver cancer.
I was ill for so long that my employer had to let me go. I had a choice, a fork in the road. I could accept the diagnosis, feel sorry for myself, lose myself into a world of pain killers and expect to die waiting for a liver or I could dare to ask God, The Creator, and The Universe for help. I did and help came from many unexpected places and people. People started coming into my life that did Theta Healing, Reiki, intuitive energy work Deeksha, Bars, Soul Retrieval, and Shamanism. I said yes to every form of healing work and started collecting certificates and working on other as well as myself. I got back in touch with the Creator, my higher self and my guides. I started doing readings channeling, writing and singing again. My life finally has purpose and makes sense me. This is the first time in my life I can say that I am happy. I have been graced with wonderful, like minded friends. I truly believe that I was divinely guided to the church I attend.
I am sure you are all wondering where this is leading and what it has to do with my visit with my medical model minded relatives. Well, when I came back I had an appointment with my Dr. I waited and hour and a half. He was really running behind and I was getting really impatient. He finally came in the room with a smile on his face and looking into my eyes very oddly. He informed me that my M.E.L.D. score had fallen to 6. The score only goes from 6 to 40. Six is the least amount of damage. He said well, you might not need a transplant. There is a new medication that will be released next year that has tested very well in eliminating Hep C and I think you would be a good candidate for this. You don’t have to come back for 1 year.
The point also being that I always felt a little “less than” when dealing with my extended family. They are financially successful, intellectually gifted, artistic, talented and respected. You know what? Today I think I’m over that! Look what God can do with faith the size of a mustard seed! I am the Co- Creator of my life. Ask and it shall be given!
 All I can say is WOW! What a gift!  Thank you! I Graciously Accept!
Oh, one more thing, my computer crashed and I lost most of my e-mail contacts. I learned a valuable lesson. Keep a hard copy of your contacts!  If you know someone else who usually gets the chronicles who isn’t please ask them to e-mail me so I can get them back on the
My Guides
To those of you who are new to this Channeling Daniel is my main guide. He is my main man. He is always present and the first to arrive. Well not really, his companion a lion he calls Luvic comes and sits close to my feet right before Daniel arrives. Daniel directs who gets through and who does not.
Daniel Speaks   All Souls Day
Good day Jill, it seems as if the church is filled with many souls today as “All souls Day” approaches. Many will be called her on Sunday and be watching the Service. Those in the physical as well as those in spirit. They will be listening what will be said. This will be important to the souls who have passed on. This will enable to assist them in doing the work that they do on both sides as they come back and forth. This is an important time for them to reunite and visit with loved ones. This is also a time for them to make decisions concerning the choice of back into the physical or not.
Many are leaving way for special one’s to come into incarnation at this time. Some of these are from other solar systems. The Bright Shining Ones.
The politics within this United States of America is very complicated at this point in time. Serious battles between the dark and the light and the gray areas. There is much gray area in this time. Something perfect will happen within (we are having difficulty with the word. We want to say theology. Something with ology) we will move on.
 The sister speak now 10/10/10 Energies
The planet is now infused. If we were to show you a picture of it you would see a round circle surrounding the planet.  There is a golden cap at the most northern point with 2 other golden caps on each side with another golden cap at the most southern point of the earth. There are lines connecting these points. Much knowledge is being pumped through these lines. It is almost as if it is a liquid. This is in combination human and extra- terrestrial as you would call it. Some are unsure about the intentions on both sides concerning this procedure.
What appears to be a trumpet? A sound which is radiating through the earth itself and some of its inhabitants. For those who have an ear. This is a reminder to go to a space of quiet and listening to your heart and open it. Many are shutting down at this point in time. The political arena has much to do with this because there is so much negativity. Rather than clear it away, which is most difficult without removing those behind the comments we would suggest leaving your hearts open and your TV’s off. The news off. Receive the truth within your heart and through your body. The Whole political performance is just a diversion away from what is really going on behind the scenes. There is much going on now that will be revealed between now and 2012.
The Children of Our Time
A general discomfort is being felt especially within the lives of the young ones. The teen age children with the onset of hormones flooding their bodies and minds. Hormones are symbiotic with the seasons, patterns of growth and the brain. Something does not feel right to them. Something is amiss. Not in a natural way but unusual. They are trying to hold these energies back and seem to be lashing out. These children don’t have the experience or vocabulary to communicate the discomfort that they are feeling in their bodies and their souls.
 There is a great discomfort. There are Crystal children who somewhat know how to protect themselves from the adversity of this. They are unaffected. They are beacons. We hope to have more Crystal Children in place soon. Not all Crystal children are born Crystal Children or seem that way. Some of them at certain ages become switched on. Aged some at 16, some 12 or 13, some 21, some at 3. Their gifts from beyond become apparent.
 We would ask between now and the end of this month before “All Souls Day” that you communicate with those who have passed on or those who you would like to communicate and receive knowledge and earnest help from in your life especially in the direction of love and this help will be there for you. This is a good time for you to write down your experiences and take your time and notice the things that are happening around you. This is a good time to slow down.
 Jill asks for advice about her daughter
The Sisters suggest asking those who have passed on. If you put the question out there the advice will come to you. Go to that place in your heart when she was a brand new soul arriving to this physical being.
 Take your mind back to the first time you held this innocent, confused, disoriented, dependent gift that arrived directly from the highest of most high. Use this memory especially when you are most angry with her. Go outside and focus on something in nature like a bird or a tree. It is you that will bring the peace. Breath in the peace and as you breathing in the peace it will bring peace not only to your heart but also throughout your family. Then come back into the situation with clear spirituality and love.
 She is a child and she is testing limits. Testing this wonderful new strength she has found but doesn’t quite know how she is supposed to use it. It could become destructive but if you keep your emotional self in a centered place and your heart in the right place she will align with that. Remember how powerful a mother is. She has your DNA, your cells. She is a creation of your being. Who is the captain of this creation? Just as a sailing ship. Use the least resistant path to your desired destination. Use the wind! Create!
Mother must also care for herself first. Get out and have your own experiences that feed your soul, femininity, joy and intellectual self. You need to have a balance of fun laughter and joy to help balance the more difficult times. Don’t cover up or put a lid on your anger and feelings of in gratitude. Don’t be a martyr. This does not bring healthy solutions only more injury.
In this day and age children are somewhat left on their own. Parents may be physically present but their minds are elsewhere. You can’t fool children. To tell a child a “white lie” or say that you are not upset about something when you really are is such an unforgivable discredit to that soul. The child intuitively “knows” something is wrong but the parent tells that child that their intuition and connection with the parent is incorrect. And you wonder why the children have self-esteem issues, trust issues, tell lies, doubt their parents? You wonder why they bully and seem to be void of other people’s feelings.   You wonder why children lose their spiritual gifts as they age on this planet? You told them their instincts are wrong. Did you not?
 Why not say” Yes, you are right, I am having a problem right now but I rather not talk about it at this time but thanks for being so aware.
Take at least one or two hours a day to focus completely on your children. Do not let your mind wander to other things. Focus on your child. Balance this by having your own time for yourself. This way no one feels cheated.
We suggest working on hobbies with your child. For you Jill we recommend making purses and jewelry with Clair. She will open up to you in a much different way. This will open a new path into both of your hearts and give Clair wonderful skills and memories.
At this point Daniel came back and had a meditation and some suggestions for Jill
Love and Blessings,
Kay
This information is for personal growth and spiritual development purposes only. Kay Dragon and this written material is not provided nor claims to treat, prescribe, diagnose or cure any physical or emotional/mental conditions. Please contact a Physician or Mental Health professional for concerns of your health and wellbeing.
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1 comment:

  1. I say yes to gifts as well, and this message is a gift. What a testament to how transformation of belief and thoughts can truly create miracles. Great message, thank you for posting it.

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